July 2010
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my life
June 2010
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death in the family
I found out this morning that a very good friend of mine has passed away. Although we had been close for a few years, since I had moved to London 2 years ago we had sort of lost touch.
He called me about a month and a half ago, and didn’t seem well, but appeared to be making an effort.
This effort against the struggle with himself that he’d fought for so many years, longer than...
May 2010
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from Beige records. Check them out, here:
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mania sets in
just when I thought I’d be okay without any adderall for about 2 weeks my mania started setting in. Most would call this a manic state indicative of bipolar mental tendencies on my part. Hey, just because you have a phD doesn’t mean you can fucking tell me what my brains doing. You inside my head? No. Didn’t think so.
Anyway, it’s 6 more days till I get my scrip...
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out of adderall
This month I’ve burned my supply early…again. That’s two months in a row. Last month I moved my appointment up with my doctor a week ahead of schedule.
This time around I guess I’m going to be catching up on sleep, answering my phone a lot less, eating a lot more, and getting a glimpse of what life was like beforehand.
Unfortunately (and obviously) I don’t feel at...
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obsession →
A film I’m putting together relies heavily on 60’s mod culture.
Even better is the fact that it’s allowing me to jump headfirst into a world I’ve always wanted to learn a great deal about but which unfortunately was way before my time.
Cheers to the gang at uppers. Check em out.
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from the Oracle Speaks... →
Spielberg buys a volcanic ash sequel; Samuel L. Jackson is, well, Samuel L. Jackson about it.
Gotta love the circus and the clowns that run the show.
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to all the budget no talent loser motherfucker
wannabe actors on craigslist, you know who you are, the one’s who think they’re god and who screw up opportunities for those with real balls and real motivation enough to jump headfirst into the abyss.
You wannabe asshole losers are fortunately the ones that will continue to sit behind a computer screen waiting for a gig that’ll buy you a Porsche that you can’t afford but...
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wow
what am I on here for?
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WatchOn the real, I think of Whitney Houston when I see great art that reflects the reality of what my social consciousness was constructed by.
Also working on a Porsche commercial concept and trying not to beat myself up for not thinking of this. Damn whomever wrote and directed this commercial cuz they suck anyway. And Terrence Malick too.
fridays suck
because it seems like whenever I try to get things done lately, the person I live with utterly and completely and unequivocally fucks it up. This is no fun normally and it’s even worse after the first 30 mgs of my pink orange friend…but when it sticks after the second 30 mgs it’s either because I’m a fucking idiot or this person is a fecking cunt.
So when I say it’s...
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Joy Division - Decades konik polny remix →
jd remixed; more crazy sounds here:
http://soundcloud.com/konik-polny
(thanks to and via djmixr)
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Thursday
Here I am, since the world revolves around me, I don’t take any of that bullshit about how it doesn’t or that it’s not about me. If I’m me than who the fuck else would it be about?
On a lighter note, I would like to admit how much I’ve fallen in love with Terrence Malick’s Badlands. I’m a little late to the party but it doesn’t matter so fuck off....
sleep is for sissy's
but if you get tired what’s the point
testing
Here’s my first post.
By the way, I’m a hack loser writer that couldn’t write something good to save his life.
I think that maybe soon I’m going to starve I suck so bad.
I spend too much time thinking about the past. I’m one of those people. You know this kind of person.
So I don’t know, I don’t know really what I’m going to be blogging...
